and goddamnit I really hate admitting it, but after everything I’ve been through and the major life events I’ve gone through “alone” (at least that’s how it has felt sometimes), there’s nothing I want more — not just tonight, but every night — than for someone to come home to. Someone to love me for everything I am and everything I will never be. Someone who knows my quirks and my faults and accepts them as a part of my being.
I have so much to give, and I wish someone would see that.